Goodbye Lullaby

Sunday, May 22, 2011

a walk to remember.

Time didn't wait for us.

Who could ever knew that time flies so fast. 
I still remember how childish I am before. 
How selfish I was. Things back then were 
completely different. This years it's almost 1
year and a half I've been away from home.
Studying and learning how hard life could be.

One at a time problems come and I am 
struggling to solve it. The sweetest and the
bitter of live I already been through. I 
know there is many more to comes cause live 
ain't come that easy like you plan it will be.

Sometimes I miss my home, the way my mum 
used to advise me of being a good girl cause 
I'm gonna regret if I don't learn now. And other 
stuff. The way me and my sisters fights for 
Astro control. I admit I am not from a happy family
where mum and dad are together and the family 
always sharing times together like in the old fairytale
movie.  It's always be me, alone. But Thank God 
my mum always stays at behind to support me. 

Yes my mum actually not letting me to study far away 
from home. She said I'm not good in handling myself.
Yes mum, I am not good in managing myself but at least
I am trying to. If you don't want to let me go, then how 
am I supposed to learn? I'm sorry I always obey you.
I am not a good daughter yet, but time in time I am 
learning. I'll make you proud. 

Life is tougher when you stand on your own feet. 
Experiences teaches me everything. The karma 
explain anything. But after 1 years and a half independently
living by my own, there's still many to learn. I've changed from
the way I am before. I am learning live and loving it. 
Many strangers that I never imagine I would meet and now 
they are my family in here. We are helping each other here.
Thanks for you guys for being here and supporting me. 

Time goes by, but the memories still remain.


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