nothin'

I was like NAG NAG NAG NAG and NAG. 

But hey, it's my blog what, 

so what ever la!

a walk to remember.

Time didn't wait for us.

Who could ever knew that time flies so fast. 

I still remember how childish I am before. 

How selfish I was. Things back then were 

completely different. This years it's almost 1

year and a half I've been away from home.

Studying and learning how hard life could be.

One at a time problems come and I am 

struggling to solve it. The sweetest and the

bitter of live I already been through. I 

know there is many more to comes cause live 

ain't come that easy like you plan it will be.

Sometimes I miss my home, the way my mum 

used to advise me of being a good girl cause 

I'm gonna regret if I don't learn now. And other 

stuff. The way me and my sisters fights for 

Astro control. I admit I am not from a happy family

where mum and dad are together and the family 

always sharing times together like in the old fairytale

movie.  It's always be me, alone. But Thank God 

my mum always stays at behind to support me. 

Yes my mum actually not letting me to study far away 

from home. She said I'm not good in handling myself.

Yes mum, I am not good in managing myself but at least

I am trying to. If you don't want to let me go, then how 

am I supposed to learn? I'm sorry I always obey you.

I am not a good daughter yet, but time in time I am 

learning. I'll make you proud. 

Life is tougher when you stand on your own feet. 

Experiences teaches me everything. The karma 

explain anything. But after 1 years and a half independently

living by my own, there's still many to learn. I've changed from

the way I am before. I am learning live and loving it. 

Many strangers that I never imagine I would meet and now 

they are my family in here. We are helping each other here.

Thanks for you guys for being here and supporting me. 

Time goes by, but the memories still remain.

keindahan alam

Jesellton Point Jetty. 

Homaigodddd! I've been there, I've been on that place but I've just realized
how beautiful the nature is. Memang ciptaan Allah sangat menakjubkan. 
Syukur atas kurniaan-Nya. Amiin ..

what a romantic place.

Hello Perdana Park, 

Saturday night me and syawal were goin to Perdana Park.

Oww, you know that theme park that has water yg 

pancut-pancut yg berwarna-warni tue ikut rentak lagu lg.

yadaa-yadaaa-yadaaaa xD mmg best la tmpt tue. 

I admit first time ak pergi ke sana selepas hmpir 1 tahun

menetap di Kota Kinabalu. Totally ke-jakun-nesss la bilang org.

HAHA. But for sure la, a very romantic la that place. 

Peacefull lg tue, (except bila tiba-tiba ada budak lelaki dduk

dkat kmi and screaming like uhhh ==') HAHA, but what so ever, 

yg penting I'm enjoying that place so much. 

as you all see, I'm not wearing my shawl cause we afraid that we're

late and we were riding a scooter. So malas punya pasal, I decided 

that I'm not wearing my shawl for that night! Please God forgive me.

So, for those that haven't been there yet, go and give it a try. Best 

untuk dating. HAHA :) 

Sila la tgk muka ke-jakun-ness saya di bawah.

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pucatnya =='

siuk sendiri

baby-baby-baby

oooooH!

this one is really nice :)

love shape <3

ashtonishinggg!

holding tight together :)

peace yooo! (syawal's hand)

ugly-nesss saya.

- I love him -

Bajet muka comel

comel kan bf saya! 

muah-muah.

Happy Birthday Kyna.

Happy Birthday Sweety <3 Naaa kyn, 19 tahun suda umur mu tue anak.

Wisss, HAHA. Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki. We all know yg

kw rasa terpinggir sbb kmi smua study jauh2. Tapi kmi tetap syg kw and igt 

kw jgk bh. Tinggal tahun ini jak la kw bergelar pelajar SEKOLAH MENENGAH.

Be patient. Do your very best in your STPM later on. Jgn lah buat kesilapan lama 

macam dulu-dulu yea. Smile always and keep it ROCK! Harap-harap kw capai 

cita2 mu yg kw impikan. Berbahagia lah bersama Adent <3. Sama-sama kamu tue

DOKO. Hahaha, jgn marah babe! You are like sister to me! You all do (sheila, yen

and Qymmie) I love you and miss you! Jaga diri baik2 di Sandakan tue. May Allah 

bless you and put a brighter light in your life. 

Take Care

Jimmy Choo assignment.

Heyhey.
After 2 weeks studying in a new college, I've got my
first assignment. I am so excited about it cause my
assignment is about something unique. We were told
by Puan Hamidah (our Office Automation lecturer) to
make a broucher about anything that we like.
So do you see the handsome man up there (picture),
he is JIMMY CHOO the famous and luxurios fashion
designer that best known in making woman's shoes.
Besides making great shoes, he is also involved in making
handbags, wallet/purse and also perfume (exclusively for woman)
What makes me proud about this man is, he was born at Penang,
Malaysia. Even though he is not a Malaysian's anymore but he still
making Malaysia proud.

A few of JIMMY CHOO designs ;

I'm a spoiled girlfriend.

Saya rasa saya terlalu Manja. Apa-apa pun mesti ada my boyfie.
"B, mau itu, mau ini" yadaa-yadaa-yadaaa.
Yes, I know a girl who have a boyfriend mesti akan bermanja
dengan boyfriend masing-masing. Tapi aku, amat lah manja.
Mungkin di sebabkan hal-hal tertentu ak jadi spoiled brat to my
boyfie. Nasib dia pun x pernah mau komplain apa-apa.
Cause he is too perfect for me. Dia just go with the flow and
accept me for who I am. Yes, kadang-kadang dia ada mention
juga yang aku tidak sepatutnya terlalu manja and bergantung
sama dia. But I can't change the way I am. I'm so sorry,
apa-apa hal jak, mesti minta sama dia. Mungkin disebabkan perangai
ku yang suka minta perhatian. "Eyes on me people" "Eyes on me"
HAHA. Aku tau aku banyak lah menyusahkan dia sebab perangai ku
yang tidak dapat di elakkan ini. Tapi, dia terima aku apa adanya.
Cukup bersyukur lah ke hadrat Illahi atas kurniaan-Nya. 
I love him so much and I wish he knows how much I love him.
Tuhan saja lah bah yang tau. I can never ask for anything else.
I don't know what should I do if there is no you in my life my love.
B jak la yg selalu support orang, selalu ada untuk orang.
I'm sorry kalu orang selalu act foolish depan b.
Minta puji, cerewet and x mhargai b. I'm sorry sgt-sgt.
But without you I can't be like this. I cannot stand on my two feet
without your support. Wa sayang sama lu! Wa cinta sama lu! 
Please-please-please don't ever leave me! You know how weak I am
without you. I'll pray for us. I'll pray every night and everyday for us.
Believe me, I love you.
Mudah-mudahan sampai ke akhir hayat jodoh kita.
Amiin ..

Mos Syawal bin Mostyn 

A new College

Peeps, It's been like two weeks I started in a new college.
From Masterskill to Multimedia College.
The reasons that I've choose to move to another college is;

- Masterskill cost RM72k (super expansive)
   Multimedia college just cost me RM20k
   worth it right?
- Kinda hard for passing the exams at Masterskill
   (cause I know, I'm not that smart)

- No guarantee that I can be a nurse after I've already
   got my Dip In Nursing.

- I know I can't pay back the RM72k that I lend from the
   goverment. (conform POKAI)

- Cause my kesayangan studied at Multimedia college also.

- My brother did'nt support me to continue my study at Masterskill


I kinda like my new college you know, but the 1st day it's kinda
awkward to be in a same college with my boyfie.
But I know I'm gonna get used to it. Cukup bersyukur la dapat sambung
study di sana. Cause I know, if I continue my study at Masterskill, I'm
gonna regret. I promise to myself that I won't make the same mistakes that
I did in Primary School. I'm gonna study hard cause mau lawan my
kesayangan. I don't want to let my parent's down, my brother down and
especially my boyfie down. I'm gonna prove to them that I can.

Special thanks to Mos Syawal bin Mostyn cause always there to support me,
to help me get through my rough days and my moody days. I'm sorry kalu
org byk susahkan b, org masi dlm proses myesuaikan diri d kolej KITA.
HAHA :)
Apapun, Thank You so much my love.
you always be the only one for me.
Always ..
Amiin.

 

introduction.

 there will always someone who can tell.

Hi there, it's been a long time since the last day I updated my blog. 

I already delete the old post cause it seems like un-comforting at all now.

I actually don't even know what the main reason I made my blog, but

there is a girl who inspire me to do it. I like to stalk her blog.

I kinda like it when she tell her story and share it with other.

It's not like I wanna share mine too, but it's kinda cool to do that.

Well, I don't have a lot of story to share but time in time I'll update my

blog with some of mine and other's story. Just to throw those boring feelings 

away and improve my writings in english. 

So, enjoy.